Now or Never

O comm law….how I hate you…

A.M. Kidd. What a legend

I’ve never been so pissed in my life.

My very own family turns against me for something I didn’t do. Did I get a phone call? No. Did I have to call my employer even if I was a casual, when HE had to call me for work? No. Why? He fucken told me himself that I didn’t have to call. I didn’t have to contact him if he needed someone. He told me that if he needed me, he’d call. But did he? No. I have the fucken proof.

And yet, he goes around telling my aunties that it was all me, that he called so many times. Fuck off. You did not call once.

Because of you, the Aunties that I love so dearly got into an argument with me. Guess I’m fired now aren’t I? If you really did want to let me go, then why couldn’t you just tell me face to face instead of pussying out and crying to my Aunties? Can’t handle me? Great boss.

What’s worse? He is my fucken Uncle-in-law.

I AM BACK! After leaving Starcraft 2 for a while, I came back just to play a “fuck around” match against the best player in Australia. Yes, before I quit gaming, I used to be able to compete against the best in Australia, and my first game back…well, I beat the best in Australia.

After that I disappeared off Starcraft 2 for around 2-3 days. However, this morning I get the most unexpected call.

I am invited to the Starcraft 2 American Winter Championship.

The top 8 players from each nation are invited to join the event….and I am one of the 8 that is representing Australia….

Game on mother fuckers. Game on.

You know, that’s what you made me believe. You made me believe that we were “Bros”. For us guys, that word….It means a lot. It means you could trust the “bro”….but you….you disposed of that word like it was nothing to you.

I trusted you, and believed you whenever you told me anything. But now, I know. It was all part of your plan. To get more connected, to find more girls and to increase the odds of you just sleeping with any girl. You just befriended me for the parties and the girls. You told me you were my bro. I believed it. And trusted you.

Now that everything has died down in my life, and the parties have slowed down, you leave. No new girls, no new parties and no new connections….at that point, did you ask yourself, “Why the hell am I still hanging with him”? This is where the quote “When the going get’s tough, the tough get’s going”…That is true isn’t it?

Well now, guess what. The parties are starting up, and you’re getting the fuck outta my life. Maybe you’d still be my friend, but to hell with you being my fucking Bro. You used me like I was a disposable item and threw me out like rubbish. And just to add insult to injury, you still call me bro, you still lie to me, and you still even use me to try get into the little parties that I have.

You thought I was weak. You thought I was something you could just get rid off when not needed and bring back when you want it. Well fuck that. I ain’t a toy, and if you ever fuck with me that way, I will be sure to fuck you over.

And what’s worse is that you try dragging my friends away from me. Those who are close to me. Inviting them out and leaving me out. Going places where it restricts me only. Well fuck you. The more you add insult to injury, the more it will come back and bite you in the arse.

I ain’t an ordinary guy. If you piss me off…I could do things, that will either physically or mentally harm you. Watch your back cunt. The game only just begun….Bro

Ahh Life, how I love you so much right now. The freedom, the fun and the time….what else could get better?

A couple of years ago, I had no freedom. When asked to go out, my answer was I can’t. A couple months ago, I had no fun. When asked to go out, my answer was I’m studying. A couple of weeks ago, being the start of the holidays and having a job, I had no time. When asked to go out, my answer, I’m busy.

Now that I’m older, my parents trust me. Now that I finish school, I don’t have to study. Now that I don’t have to run errands for my family anymore, stacking it on to the job I had, I have more time. I may still have a job, but I could balance my work/life.

I remember telling people that “I am busy” as an excuse to not go out…due to family, or even school. But nowadays, when I say that, I really am busy. Having fun. Life. You are a mysterious thing, but hey, right now I love you :D

Two words…The same two words I used to further increase my chances of well, sleeping with a girl. Sad right? Well, these two words apparently have a lot of meaning, and I felt the depth of it recently…

Every time I used it, it literally meant nothing. But to the girl I was using it to, it meant so much. “Our”…To them it was something we both shared, that no one else had. To me, well it just meant “I’m pulling these words out so you could pull down my pants”. And “Song”, to them, a string of lyrical words put together to emphasize such feelings as “love”. To me, it’s just music that I listen to and enjoy.

However, the table has turned…our song….I guess it really does mean a lot. When I heard it my head went spinning, I was smiling like an absolute retard and well…my heart just skipped a beat. Two words…just two words…have so much meaning in it. You just hope they meant it when they said those words…

GOT A COMPLETELY RANDOM HAIRCUT!!! HAHAHAH!!! Can’t wait to see my friends tomorrow….All of them are gonna be surprised :P

Feeling a new hairstyle….but what should I get….